Isu terbaru

Saya masih berhutang untuk menulis tentang beberapa isu.  I decided to write about isu gemuk.  This entry is not related to others so sesapa yang rasa dirinya gemuk & mudah terasa hati baiklah jangan baca. I will only write about myself.

I have gained extra kilos for the past few months.. in exact, it starts few weeks before i gave birth.  Mulanya i thought tak apa lah, it will be a temporary process and i will lose those extra kilos after i give birth.

Genetically, my amma is wearing XL size and my arwah appa is very skinny. Most of my siblings wearing S size and as far as i remember only once i exceeded the BMI (masa i umur 20 iaitu 50kg and itupun my siblings already called me Garfield).  I then lose those exceeded weight after a year without any sacrifies (baik darah nyamuk 7 dulang atau pun my midnight eating habit).  I had a habit of eating crispy chocolate (bungkus paling besar) & coke when i was in uni and i ate it all the time.  I also ate at mamak stall (SS223, Pjaya) every late night without missed, McD every alternate days and KFC at least trice a week.  Pendek kata i had all those bad eating habit including no vege in my diet.  I wasn't really an active person.  I used to play hockey & baseball kat uni but i stopped it when the uni chase me out from the hostel (apalagi kalau tak layak, orang lain masuk segala persatuan bagai.. i sibuk heret Cik Kentang dengan motor buruk pegi shopping ke Bangsar or SS14, PJ) setiap hari.

So when I craved for oreo in my late pregnancies, i dont feel worry at all.  I dengan senang hatinya memakan oreo sebanyak berbungkus-bungkus siang & malam (out of all things, i only craved for oreo.. punyalah tak kelas).  During the confinement days, i brutally complained to my mother that the food is tasteless.  Secretly I ordered Cik Kentang to buy me prosperity burger without my mother's & Encik D knowledge.  I juga kurang berdisiplin bab2 berpantang.. i hate 'barut' very much.. i skipped it most of the time.  So when i could not get rid the excess fat kat tummy, Encik D dengan lancarnya menuduh my laziness in wearing the barut.

When i first met my boss after the maternity, my boss said now it is easier for him to findt me as I am now see'able'.  Ngeh ngeh.  And last two week when we went to my brother place,  his first comment to me was both amma (me) and son sama2 gemuk. Then my reply was, yeah, both of us are racing. Hahah.

Today, I'm still at 48kg ie, the same weight just after i gave birth.  I still get some comments from family & friends but I'm Ok even though i still hope to be able to flatten my flabby tummy.

New start after 4 months

First day of working after 4 months leave.. malas, excited, sedih semuanya ada.  Malas nak bangun awal and drive to work.  CK is having her sweet time now.. dia takmo drive with the reason dia dah lama kena drive sesorang when i gone.  Excited to meet colleagues and bergossip after 4 months being away. Sedih.. meninggalkan baby SJ kat rumah.  At the moment baby SJ will be taking care by his Appa, but still, I miss him a lot.  When i called his Appa two hours ago, i heard baby SJ is crying at the back.. meronta-ronta hati i nak balik.

Now i dah masuk office for 5 hours.. lots of update news since i left.  Boss tak sempat lagi nak update me dengan keje baru jadi i have time to godek sana godek sini.  They done huge renovation masa i cuti and that means I get a new work station too.  Sepagi keje mengemas tempat baru & boss helped me with the computer stuff.  The 'less' best thing is I am back facing my assistant boss means meja dia di belakang I and it means he can see me from behind.  Another new stuff is one of my former colleague come back to join us, I am glad actually to have him back.. rasa macam dolu-dolu aje.  Zaman semuanya pakai 'linux' and our computer screen cuma nampak hitam dari jauh.  Another update is big boss is resigning. 

This is all i have for today.. sementara nak biasa-biasakan diri balik di tempat kerja.  Meanwhile, i long to go home and hug baby SJ.